When I was in college I opened insatagram.com/jordanbianchifilms to share my joyous exploration of filmmaking and writing, experiences that meant everything to me. I’ve loved seeing my journey, from the days of starting off to a place that has evolved into a time capsule of life changing projects with loving people by my side.
As I grow and learn about myself, I have realized that I tend to keep parts of my life separate from each other. I feel that I’ve hid my professional life by keeping it on another account to not “bore people” with what I’m working on, despite how exciting and rewarding it is.
I’ve also kept what is precious to me away from people who might criticize what stories I choose to tell. In the past few years, I’ve posted less and less. I’ve kept works in progress locked away, with the fear of being criticized for their imperfections.
I felt that I needed to keep my work tucked away until I “arrived” as a creative who understands his vision.
I’ve begun to embrace the idea that there is no such thing as a perfect creation, because perfection is cold and void of human touch, while learning and creation grow warm when shared and are celebrated, no matter how big or small. There’s nothing worse than hiding the things you love to make from the world, or from yourself.
It’s time for a change. To act out of love and not fear.
Sectioning off parts of my life does affect how I view them and how much of my purest self goes into each area. I feel best when I pour 100% of Jordan energy into the things that I do. I can’t hide the energy for the things that I love or “wait another day” to be honest and open with the world in a holistic, honest way.
Shedding my armor and aspects of me that no longer serve my energy has become increasingly important. Consolidating my posts helps me understand when I’m hitting the right vibe, as well as what I don’t need anymore. This has been a difficult journey, but it’s exciting to see my life and work stem from the same source...me! It’s time to bring my creative loves out of the shadows and back to a safe home.
Moving forward, I will be posting to instagram.com/jordanbianchi7
- Jordan 💚🕉🙏🏼
These selfies are from last February, my last freelancing video shoot before covid happened.